Recently, went to bedok to attend my cousin's wedding dinner. Met up with uncles, aunties and cousins whom i havent met for several years. Of course, all have grown old liao. Anyway about the wedding dinner, nothing special but i have some Gan Chu in it. My uncle, who was the father of my cousin getting married, i walked up to him and gave him a firm handshake. And i said "Happy boh? and still remembering last time u used to beat me in chinese chess? Lets play again someday manz! im confident i will not lose to you". And he put his hand over my shoulder, gave me a smile and said "Pls standby ur chess and wait for me the next time!". And we laughed. But as he laughed, i noticed his "yu wei wen, white hair and abit of tuo fa". And i came to realise he's old liao. Not as yandao as he used to be when i play chess with him. (But he still yandao though). Not only him, but everyone else. At that point of time i guess i have to start really planning liao.
The next one will be my part-time job boss and his buiness. Actually i dont know what to say about my boss. Can only say my boss was 1 of the rare few people whom i know that doesnt sleep unless it is 8am in the morning. Knowing his problems, can feel he is stressed about everything, family and business. Guess coping with those 2 are not really easy. Understand he wanna gave his family a good life but seems like isnt easy for him to cope on. Maybe sometimes good life and happy family, they dont co-exist together?
The last incident who make me feel "gan chu" will be my friend. "EDDIE CHEN WEN WEI" Anyway i was suppose to call someone but i end up calling the wrong guy instead. Lol, blur me... But anyway me and him had a good chat just like old days in our army camp. Knowing what happen to him and i understand more why he's even persisted in carrying out the business plan whereby we had discussed before. And i know he will still carry out even without me. And i could only tell him now, i cant give you a definite ans cause time is not on my side. I wanna make the best of my little time. But believe me, my friend, if 1 of these days when i got nothing to lose. I will fight in line with ya!
Hmm, come to think about it, over these 1 year, i believed friends around me have all grown up liao. As for me, i guess me too bah?. Ppl who know me will feel im those happy-go-lucky type who doesnt think abt anything at all. Well, maybe they are quite right in that sense cause i rarely mention about what i wanna do in the future. (Except for disturbing by saying i wanan sell fishball noodles after i graduate. *Laugh"). Cause the future is unknown... what's the point of saying out and not able to fulfill it ?
But anyway perhaps for the next 3 year period, i already got a clear mindset of what i wanan do. First time first, b4 i graduate, im going to start writing a resume liao. So after i graduate i can straight away work with my fellow attachment colleagues again! Guess im gonna save up at least abit of $$ for 1 year, then can study part-time uni. After i fin uni, then i think about the rest bah...